Between the Shadows by Elvaron

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Chapter 1: Round 1
Chapter 2: Round 2

Chapter 1: Round 1

Pale as moonlight.

In the corridor was a figure silheuetted against the rising moon. In the silvery glow, he could just make out the delicate hands folded upon the railings, the downward slant of thin shoulders, the falling folds of robes that would be navy blue and hemmed in white in the sunlight.

The faint breeze caught a forelock of hair and brushed it backwards; silver strands caught the moonlight and weaved a dancing web of light and shadow. But the shadow that fell behind him was a single one, not enfolded in the greater dark of another looming presence.

"Are you having problems sleeping? Hazel-san."

The figure started, and sapphire blue eyes slid from their contemplation of the moon to regard him.

"Good evening," Hazel returned.

He moved forward to lean against the railing as well. The bishop's shoulders tensed noticably as he approached.

"Cho Hakkai." He offered a name freely, knowing full well that it had not been asked for, suspecting it was undesired.

"Yoroshiku-san dosu." [1]

"Gato-san isn't accompanying you? How unusual."

Gloved fingers tightened fractionally upon the rail, almost unnoticable save for one who was looking out for it.

"There are times when one wishes to be alone," came the quiet reply.

"True." He smiled out at the world from their vantage on the top storey of the inn. The town below, the moon above; nothing but pale moonlight in between. "The moon is beautiful tonight."

"It is." Here in this place of darkness and non-light, there was a quiet stillness about Hazel, away from the brightness of the morning.

"Sanzo is like the Day, isn't he?" Hakkai said.

"I beg your pardon?"

There was no mistaking the sudden flash in blue eyes at the mention of that name. "Goku calls Sanzo the sun. Brilliant and blazing. Easy to see, impossible to reach. Warm and harsh." He risked at glance at the other, who was staring at him with narrowed eyes. "He wears his scorn and suspicion clear upon his sleeve." Unlike... us.

"Is that so? You know him well, it seems."

"As well as anyone who walks the paths of day."

Hazel's eyes narrowed further.

Ah, suspicion. It takes like to know like, doesn't it? Hakkai straightened. "And like the sun, Sanzo burns any who presume to step too close." He cast a smile at the other.

"--Do you also have trouble sleeping tonight, Cho-han?" It was not a question.

"A legacy of the last town we stayed at, I'm afraid. Being attacked by a murderous innkeeper makes one rather... wary."

"You are a rather different person, away from the light of day," Hazel observed coolly.

Hakkai chuckled. "Daylight burns away some shadows that are only cast by the moon. It doesn't mean that the object which casts those shadows is not there." He paused. "And if the light of the sun were to be put out, that would be a loss to us all, would it not?"

Hazel brushed a lock of hair out of his eyes. "I'm afraid I don't understand you."

"You understand me perfectly well." The smile upon Hakkai's face was gone, abruptly. He took a single, deliberate step forward, and Hazel stiffened. "Your element is moonlight, Hazel-san. Sunlight doesn't suit you at all."

The breeze died, and his words seemed to echo loudly in the silence.

"There is no day without the night." Hazel returned a thin smile of his own. "A fact which I believe you appreciate very well indeed. For it is the case, is it not, that two opposites may sometimes complement rather than conflict?"

So. He does see. "Certainly. And, of course, the converse is also true."

"I will bear that in mind."

"If I may a poise a suggestion to you?"

"Please."

"The sun shines impartially down on all living beings. Animal, human... or youkai." He inclined his head. "Well then. I won't impose further on your time. It's been a pleasure to speak with you."

"The honor is entirely mine," Hazel replied, and although the words were polite, the air hung heavy with irony. "Good night."

"Good night, Hazel-san." With a parting smile, he turned and made his way back down the corridor. Behind him, his shadow danced upon the wall.

--x--

[1] Yoroshiku : Roughly translates into 'Pleased to meet you' and 'At your service'. Typically: Yoroshiku gozaimasu, and therefore, using general principles, possibly transmutable to 'Yoroshiku-san' in Kyoto-ben.

Hakkai - 1, Hazel - 0

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Chapter 2: Round 2

"It's alright," Hakkai said. "It is a public garden."

He could sense movement behind. "Do you take walks in the middle of the night often?"

Hakkai smiled. "I've been having problems sleeping." He smiled up at the starless, moonless sky.

"Is that so?"

The proximity of the voice caused Hakkai to start involuntarily. He'd expected the man to keep his distance... but no, Hazel had glided silently up to stand behind the bench.

"Please, have a seat."

To his further surprise, Hazel accepted the offer. There was a rustle of fabric as the priest sat, dark robes pooling in darkness around him. He was not wearing the white cape.

"Is it the rain, Cho-han?"

Hakkai took a breath. The night air was still and heavy, the sky marked by black clouds. "A storm seems to be blowing in, yes."

"I was talking about Sanzo-han."

"Sanzo?"

Hazel leaned back, and folded his hands on his lap. "Sanzo-han becomes moody when it rains. Or even when it threatens to rain."

"Aa." Sanzo had radiated stiff tension all afternoon. The news that the road out of town was flooded and inaccessible had not helped.

"And so do you," Hazel said quietly.

"Rain is always somewhat depressing," Hakkai said cheerfully.

"So are many things."

"True. Flagrant waste of life and false hope, to name a couple."

There were barbs in that remark. Hazel must have noticed, because his posture become somewhat more rigid. "Is killing a youkai a flagrant waste of life?" he asked.

"You ask me?"

Hazel turned clear blue eyes on him. "Yes."

"I'm just an unenlightened youkai," Hakkai returned. "And my opinion would be biased, in any case."

"Cho-han. I am trying to understand. You three are dissimilar from the other youkai. Not only are you not trying to kill humans, you aren't trying to take Sanzo-han's sutra." He returned his gaze to the distant trees. "Is it the limiters that you wear?"

"Every youkai is different, like every human is different," Hakkai told him. And there he would have stopped, there he intended to stop, but then Hazel glanced expectantly at him.

Perhaps he genuinely wants to know, Hakkai thought.

He found himself speaking, of Gyuumaou and Nataku, of the resurrection and the Minus Wave. Of their role in stopping the resurrection he said nothing. Hazel sat still and silent as Hakkai's words rose and fell.

"I see," the priest said at last, flatly emotionless.

Perhaps it was the tone. Perhaps it was the heavy, electrified air -- the stifling humidity, the tension that had been building since the night before.

"No," Hakkai said abruptly. "I don't think you see at all."

Both of them were on their feet before either realized.

"I--" Hazel started.

"You presume," Hakkai cut him off. "You, a foreigner, coming here to 'save' us? You who know nothing of this conflict presume to throw yourself head first into it?"

"I came to the assistance of people who needed it."

"And how many innocent youkai have you murdered in the meantime?" Hakkai's gaze was flinty. "You would have killed the three of us, if we had no proven so resilient against your shikigami. You may pretend to discriminate, but there is no distinction between one youkai and the next in your heart and mind, and the actions of your puppets reflects that too well."

Hazel inclined his head, and declined to answer.

"'Youkai', unlike the western word 'Monster', does not carry the inherent connotation or the traditional stigma of evil," Hakkai told him.

"I did nothing more than what the people of this land asked me to do. You said earlier that almost all the youkai in Togenkyou have gone mad, and those that have not have taken to their heels and fled." The pendant glinted gold against Hazel's dark robes. "Do you think that I deliberately went youkai hunting? I slew only those who attacked the townspeople -- predators intent on slaughtering helpless innocents. There was no sign of sanity amongst of them." His voice dropped. "I do not lie when I say that the three of you are different from any other youkai Gato and I have hereto encountered."

"And yet you tried to kill us."

"If I had really wanted you dead, do you think you would still be alive now?"

Lightning smashed across the hills and both of them moved without thinking.

The sudden flash of light faded on a frozen tableau. They hovered bare inches apart, Hakkai with a ki ball aimed at Hazel's midsection, Hazel with a slender blade aimed at Hakkai's throat. Rapid breaths rasped in the wake of echoing thunder.

Hakkai blinked away the flashing spots in his vision. "So you are armed. Poisoned, I presumed?"

The hand holding the knife did not waver. "Yes."

"Of course, I would blow both of us into the next week the moment you moved."

"We appear to be at an impasse, then."

The first drops of rain fell on those words, tiny trails of ice.

"You made me a suggestion the last time, Cho-han. May I make one to you?"

"Please do."

"If you would put away that energy ball, I will step down also."

"It does sound like a good plan." Hakkai's monocle glinted as he smiled.

It took a few second before they unfroze, statues come to life. With a soft hum, Hakkai dispelled the ki blast. The dagger disappeared back into Hazel's sleeve.

"Well, then. That is better." Hazel let go of the breath that he had been holding.

"I am rather surprised," Hakkai said.

"What at?"

"That you would wander into the presence of a youkai without asking Gato to keep an eye on things. I was almost expecting to be shot, back there."

Hazel's expression was darkly unreadable. "What will it take for you to trust me?"

Hakkai simply replied with the same, sunny smile. Rain fell, heavier now.

"Cho-han. Gato is not watching over me because I asked him not to. There are... indeed, times when one simply wishes to be alone. And I repeat: If I had wanted you dead, and Son-han and Sha-han as well... it would have been a simple matter of a single, well-placed bullet."

"And the shikigami?"

"Were a test."

"Ah. I--" he blinked as rain splashed into his eyes. Blinked and missed the sudden flash of movement in front of him, blinked and suddenly Hazel was standing right before him, something blazing in those unusual turquoise eyes, cold fingers cupping his chin.

"You too presume many things, Hakkai," Hazel said.

He'd somehow expected the cold of a reanimated, heartless corpse. But there was warmth, and there was the pounding of his heart in his ears, and the surging of blood through his veins. There was desperation, then hesitation, then retreat--

--Hakkai was not one to let an enemy retreat and regroup. His hands closed on slender shoulders, and he had a glimpse of genuine surprise on the other's face before lips met again. And now it was cold; but it was the burning cold of icy fire -- the stinging, silvery fire of the moon.

A hand came up between them, pushing him away. Rain slicked cloth slipped through his grasping fingers. A crash of thunder obscured the words he thought he said, and when the lightning-blindness passed, he was alone.

You too presume many things.

Hakkai raised a hand to his eyes to swipe the rain water away.

--x--

Hakkai - 1; Hazel - 1.

Random outtake: Ze Original Script!

Hakkai: "You ask me?"

Hazel: "Yes."

Hakkai: "I'm just an unenlightened youkai. And my opinion would be biased, in any case."

Hazel: "You are not unenlightened."

Hakkai: "So you acknowledge that there are differences between youkai and that youkai can be enlightened too?"

Hazel: "No, I... I mean..." >_>

Hakkai: ^_^v. Score!

Hazel, to typist: I am avoiding that line.

Hakkai: Spoilsport.

"So, this is the first time you've written /anything/ explicit. How do you feel?"

"Like I've just written a cheesy romance." *vaguely green*

"Not embarrassed?"

"Only by the cheesiness. Look, it wasn't even explicit. I suppose in the back of my mind I wanted them to start making out in the rain, because it's pretty, but Hazel and I are both down with head colds, so that's not very nice."

"So why did you--"

"UST OVERFLOWING! TOO MUCH UST! IT HAD TO GO SOMEWHERE!" *hides under pillow*

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